I think a lot, and thinking is bad for me. I think about how fat I am, how big of a bitch I am, or even how shitty of a girlfriend I am. Maybe that’s why I do so terribly in school. Because I’ve trained myself to not think. Because thinking’s bad. Maybe Daniel is becoming so distance, because I tell him everything now, and maybe he just doesn’t want to hear it… nevermind
I just want to die.







